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JohnsonGreen posted an update 12 years, 11 months ago
The net friend suggested ,may work together to write a screenplay . Is to close with the network . On the first to write a story out . Maybe write their own feel more tired .Is already at a time . For me ,I like the word game. Imagine if it is a movie ,you can in filled with something. There should be a Paganini violin melody .Or a man face. There is the subway platform .And crowded subway roared away after the empty white light .The subway is a symbol of the times .And the man was just a cup after cup to drink his coffee. He could not find his fantasy girl that the feeling of loneliness. Goodbye Vivian .First write the network love . You may want to Friend cooperation is a little disappointed .Anne letter written by her set .If is the movie .The music and the plot should be messy. There are a lot of VO . The man indifferent sound. He do the trivial things .He meant nothing. This is an era of farewell .Preface he doesn .That .Maybe she will appear any time .The game begins So easy to sink .He did not know the game. Or just because this is between him and her game. He doesn a day, met on the web this girl .IRC her name in a string of letters .VIVIAN. should be Vivian .But he told her to love .Maybe Saturday morning two .Insomnia feeling like the Dutch act .He was listening to Paganini records. The Italy violinist .Love scene .Music is like a piece of fine silk .Around the heart, until the feeling of hypoxia pale. He gently on her name ,HI. and in the small red window to see her answer ,HI. the same simplicity and pay no heed to .He :don A: do not sleep. He
aganini sometimes murder me. A: he need only two strings. The other one used to murder your thoughts. He :and HH ;and HH begins .Chatted for a long time .They stopped to rest for three minutes ,he go to coffee ,when standing up, knocked down a chair. Then begin again .The dialogue and the original chess ,is the need of opponent .Be well-matched in strength to sustain long fun .They continue and obscure and plain language .It time to shine ,she said she would have to go to bed .They did about goodbye time .He is in the bathroom with a cold shower .The probe to see yourself in the mirror ,see a be petrified face. In fact he was afraid of was the only lonely murder. No rivals . In real crowd, his eyes crossed city in the sky – a complex mind was a blank . Every morning he takes the subway to work. At the subway station to buy a cup of hot coffee. Then waiting for clearance to finish it .From the underground to the ground, he habitually narrowed eyes bright sunlight .Life is a kind of feel cramped . The street is full of dust and material in the air. He :I like dark .Ann: I know that ,as I know you must be love wear cotton shirt man .You normally use Lan Gezi handkerchief. You only wear lace-up leather shoes ,never wear white socks . You don an electric razor. You with grass flavor perfume. Would you put coffee when the water to drink .But you must be very thin. He has a point :you don . Ann ::?He ?Out of the subway station after he must pass through the street ,the center of a A plaza. There is a big cherry trees. Is he in this city the gentle place and entered the company building ,waiting for the elevator, he would look down, breathe gently residues in shoulder flower fragrance .Clothes often adhesive small pink petals .He picked them chewing .That day ,also in the elevator, Joe said to him ,they have a taste of what she is and his colleagues ,are not in the same department. He looked at her .He said ,may your lips .Joe slightly surprised to open your eyes. Then she smiled .A girl loves drinking ice water .Like Costume White Cotton Skirt ,barefoot and wear shoes. Hair is very long. The dark bright eyes. No make-up of .12 years oldin her class of handsome boys. High school love man is Hemingway Ann Hemingway :do you know how he died ?: I don . Ann :his shotgun into his mouth ,he pulled the trigger of HH :en HH Ann: then he whole skull were ripped his fly :very tragic Ann: not only is the tragic Ann: he likes the way .He :you like his way :and
. I often think ,people should look like What will the Jedi manage themselves. A: but life has put us worn half-dead .He sure there will be such a girl .He is in line to meet her .He had never seen her like. In real life, does not seem to have such an interesting girl. Her ideas sometimes leads him to suspect she is a man. But she cute . She has her own way of talking. He also loved .That night with only to meet online .He said ,to meet her. Okay, we to Haagen-Dazs .She told him that she likes to eat ice cream .And she said ,the road is Nanjing Isetan ,there is a home . He said, take your pick. He has always believed that she and he are in the same city . In the chat, she has very good taste and he talked about KENZO perfume. She told him ,she loves Shanghai subway waited on the platform waiting time, she often have a desire .To suddenly jump, and then in the subway howl and come, then climb the steps. She said ,she liked this hidden fear and despair fantasy. You like to see the sea .She said. The sea is the most clear and warm one tear .Where he laughs at her. But Shanghai is only a dirty river in Whampoa�� .He knew she would not easily promise to come out and meet him. There was a time ,Shanghai netizen habit this party .10 many people drink together ,playing BOWLING. man some more . Of course he had dated .IRC which is close to the stranger best place .He and nearly 20 onlineknow the girl met. Some dinner came loose ,never seen next time. There are exceptions .Such as his former girlfriend lace ,whom he met online girl inside the most beautiful one. This indiscreet affair lasted six months that Hunter quickly like the curiosity and desire to conquer, then feel it cruel. Silent for a long time. Like a glutton ,with an empty stomach .He simply asked her not to have any expectations . Chat is also good. Sit cross-legged in bare feet a cane chair .Sometimes take a blue floral blanket over the shoulders and knees . In the way I will go to brew a pot of coffee .Often because of the leg and then to knock over something. Soon the wee hours of the morning ,they report .As usual number from one to three ,ran After type QUIT. which he needs to share the warmth of the moment. This feeling makes him down .But he believed himself to be awake. Clear into the virtual network and love lost . He began to miss her. The end of the day, in a station of the metro ,thinking of the night dialogue to some lovely details. Her evil cleverness accent. Those obscure simple statement. He never met such ice cold girl. Once, in their online when it comes to love . Ann :I remember the first time and girls situation .He :remember that safety :what impressed me most is his :the tears in her eyes ,flow to my fingers ,very warm . Ann :your fingers lost virginity .He :and Ann: and he :why ask this :want to know whether there is love in your heart :maybe he remains ten percent .I feel it will rot. Ann: don in love, than ordinary people are not happy he :you Ann: sometimes my heart is full. Sometimes empty. He squeezed in off the crowd, pours into the subway car .Gently shake ,carriage pale light to illuminate the dark tunnel. He looked around. For a while. Suddenly feel maybe she was there beside him. Are strangers to an arbitrary .Train the young girl ,is a lot of miss OFFICE . All suits and exquisite appearance .But he feels she is not such .Her on the Internet seems to be a loafer .Nothing the painting looks .And often late at night .He thought if she was here, she would recognize him. A cling to their way of life man. Wear cotton shirt and tie over cashmere leather head with grass fragrance of Cologne .Maybe she is the dark laugh. But she can come up to him and say hello she just laughed to himself . Because begin to notice ,he noticed the existence of that girl . Every morning ,she and him in the same platform, and different direction in a subway train .In short period of time, where she and he is aloof ,with a little lazy .She wearing baggy old washed jeans and black T-shirt .Thin wrist set a string of dark silver bracelet .Dark hair strong light wear thin straps around flax sandals. She likes Crossbody a big backpack. Sometimes from there produced a pair of headphones ,ear plugs to listen to music .When, her face looked more distant and cold. He always wanted to know ,she is Paganini. Sometimes ,he thought he should suddenly go up ,for she said ,love ,have a cup of coffee. If she is . She evil and naive to raise her head to watch him, with her customary some seem to harbour evil designs smile. If not for her, so she turned away .But ,he tried to set aside a bit more time to see her .Leisurely and certainty in this game. He can control the outcome .On weekends ,company party. Joe came to a bar please him dance. Joe said ,remember me lips .She side face in the shadow of a smile to him .He hugged her, found that she had drunk dim .JOHN came to pull Joe ,you get drunk ,I The company colleagues know JOHN on Joe unrequited love. Although Qiao Youyi in the British photographer boyfriend Joe pushed JOHN hand. Her rose as his natural face fell on his shoulder. Her bright eyes watching him. Lin ,and dance with me . He looked around embarrassing JOHN. he threw her out of the bar. It was already midnight .In a small apartment in the elevator, she once again back a face and asked him Still remember her lips .He looked at her .Then suddenly pushed her to the elevator door. He rudely kiss her. She said softly ,I haven had sex .He went to England for two years. I have no man .Her lips lipstick as darkness began to die .Was burning petals .Out of control. He didn and she made several times. Finally in a trance to fall asleep in her touch to wake him .He again to her. Her face twisted with pain and sad expressions .She whispered .He begged him to her long hair up. Tell me ,you don love me. He heard his voice. She numbness in shame and happy ,lifted her in Bloom I will not give you any trouble. Forest. You Her tears from the corner of his eye .His fingers gently fibrillation ..dark tears of temperature exceeded his memory. The subway station accident . The roaring in time ,a middle-aged man suddenly leaps to the track . The emergency brake and the sound of screaming in the air stagnation .He caught in the chaos ,see see Work location. Bright red bloodstain was sprayed .He saw a pale hands gently opened there. Didn .He out of the crowd when, see that black girl ,her ear plug a headset. Stood there. It cool .He walked towards the outlet channel .He suddenly felt stomach empty burning sensation . Channel mouth came in sunlight blinded him .He again turned to at night, he and only just talked about the end of life .He may never see her. He saw the girl coming over. He quietly waiting for her go to his side. Then he said ,love ,have a cup of coffee . The girl that is wearing a black high-necked sleeveless cotton T-shirt .Wrist a bunch of silver bracelets made a clear impact sound .Corner painted silver powder .Is this summer girl IN left her makeup .Corner of the eye following has a light brown tear nevus .She lifted her face to look at him. She did not smile . My name is VIVIAN. she said. Her voice is some sand .The quiet feeling. He took her to his every morning to buy a coffee shop .HAPPY CAFE. he asked her ,you like to drink What kind of coffee. She said ,CAPPUCOINO. and his taste is the Italy ESPRESSO. he doesn this small difference. He said ,the men are dead. Girl lightly fingered Shing coffee white porcelain cup. Death is very common. Maybe he just lost .Maybe he facing a divorce .He might be deceived .Perhaps he was only tired. The girl put her headphones back into the bag. She said that ,if he was ever in that moment ,he can drink a cup of coffee. VIVIAN at an advertising agency graphic design. They have some casual dating often is .In the HAPPY CA FE. she called him coffee man .Because of his life cannot lack the dark bitter liquid .He found out she was listening to music. Not Paganini. But BEN bass saxophone . She is a unique girl face used to have that pale desert expression accompany him coffee. She said very little. Sometimes ,he put his hand over her finger. He softly touched her fingertips that part of the skin. She raised her eyes and stared at him ,a faint smile on one .He took her to Haagen-Dazs .Take her to the Costa ,the road to Huating Japanese coffee shop. Take her to TIMEPASSAG E. all he had in an online to chat to place dark light ,he looked at her eyes glint in the heart of brown lachrymal mole .He didn easily kiss her. She insisted that he should call her VIVIAN., she said ,I do not want you to imagine in that person. You are actually a very selfish man. You know .Maybe he thought. Selfish man will be like a day 29 years to wear cotton shirt and tie over cashmere leather shoes. KENZO green grass fragrance perfume bought 500ML. hegot used to his feeling. And this side of the world far away not consistent with his dream. He met Vivian again on the net .He remembered subway girl white fingers ,gently on the coffee cup on the way. He :if tomorrow is the end ,will you meet me ?A: not. He :why ?A: feel we may every day in the past, maybe life never met ANN :let the world keep it in some mysterious way . And adult game we need rules. Every week he went to Joe apartment one or two times. If Joe call him Joe know their status .In her boyfriend Cong Ying country before coming back ,they are each other Lonely and wants filling. Of course ,they can be readily separated. She gave him a dinner. Sometimes midnight wakes up ,see the sleeping man. His face was handsome . Usually indifferent expression in sleep is warmth .Like a naive child. Man at dinner and sleep ,is a lovely moment. To restore their human sweet vulnerable side .She gently stroked him. She knew that their body to live too long. So the soul go farther and farther. Maybe ,she is always not control his soul. She remembered him in the elevator door chewing the cherry blossom petals look. His gives off light and wandering flowers. His eyes were blue. When a girl that she is too easy to understand that man, she would love him. Qiao Ye. Joe found himself unable to choose strong .Try asking him, if there are children .Joe carefully to look in his eyes .His eyes it is cold .He said ,you have to be careful. This should not happen things . But Joe soft to touch their fingers .If you have it. He stared at her. He said ,do not give me trouble. Please you Remember that .VIVIAN. he quietly told her .Look at her side face to doubt the tender expression in subway open platform ,the subway a whistling sound far away. He believes that this is her and her to play a game .But now the game in a position of control role began to change .If she admits she is love .So she is . If she doesn admit it. So she is at least VIVIAN. in late night chat ,he turned to a display ,hear their fingers on the keyboard percussion sound. The lonely sound . It was as if the blood in the vasculature Fanyong .Her language sentence appears. A sentence to disappear is always end. Goodbye when they began to kiss good night. She hit the last * .In when he had a cold .He told her that he felt when cold .She said ,a good sleep ,good .Then with the QUIT key .All terminated. VIVIAN is he your girl. At least he has some fantasy on her. Love is just so illusion. Make him temporarily forget themselves in Joe desire. Those shameless cold desire. He said that I want to tell you CAPPUCIONO preparation method. The dark roast Roasting coffee into the cup . Add a tablespoon of sugar and cream. Sprinkle some lemon slices .Oranges can also .Then cinnamon.VIVIAN laugh. You can go to CAFE work. So professional. He said ,my university graduation, want to do most of the work is in the bar and coffee the night is silent and bewilderment .Is he like slots. Beautiful girl sat alone in the corner bar smoking tobacco and coffee flavor and perfume interwoven .Records put killing people thought Paganini to endless feeling can be trapped .Then sleep during the day .And under the sun but cut off from the world .The reality does not allow he had such fun life. Every day he top of sunshine in the reinforced concrete in the city .I like travel is a dark man. He said. He gently to squint into the sun .The world once again forced him to appear naked in the sun light seems to suddenly let him ashes to ashes .Burning sensations such pain . When Joe in the elevator door and say to him ,she has been in the UK and her boyfriend ,she has a child .All the colleagues there. Not know between her and him .But Qiao Jiu is so loud To let them know . He is responsible for her .He must be responsible for her .JOHN came ,complicated expressions to say ,let us eat candy forest .Colleagues smile began to tease. He quietly standing there. His eyes sting and dizzy. He was forced to emotional feel disgust .One day is Joe 24 year-old birthday.That evening it was awfully .He tried to control herself. Out of the subway ,to HAPPY CAFE to buy the hot coffee. Joe opened his mobile phone .She said ,you come at night .He silently without speaking. A woman in love with crazy after he become foolish .For her stupidity have tired. He heard her crying .She said ,you don come I would die for you. She hung up the phone .He never dreamed of marriage. This is ridiculous .Joe against them the rules of the game . I will not give you any trouble .Then she said she persist in wilfully and arbitrarily . He began to miss Vivian .He had five days not in the online meeting her. She had not .This is a bad day .He wanted to .He will be online for she said ,I am not happy .Vivian Vivian .Then play a question mark. They used to have the tacit understanding way. She always give each other enough room .She is so extremely intelligent . The evening in his online waiting for love .His coffee and a little cold. Eyelids went pit-a-pat .He feeling tonight she may not appear. He was reclusive tortured collapse. He started thinking about Joe the warm body .He just needs her body .Not all 11 points,he turned off the computer .He put on a cotton shirt ,grey socks and lace napped leather shoes. The empty street ,road lighting is pale .He stopped a TEXI ,to Joe . Elevator is still small stuffy reminds him of the frenzy .Night. Joe rose as his face in his hands and bloom .A moment ,they feel lonely ,so need each other. But he doesn her. His heart and ten percent .But does not belong to this world. Joe door, the room was in complete darkness .In the dark silence on for a few seconds. Then he responded to shut the door. Like a beast as silent and brutally put her overturned in the wall. Why happiness is so ephemeral .When he left her body ,in his heart felt so helpless. Only This moment is not alone in this world .No conscious awareness. Do not despair. Then Joe turned on the light. He hated in his eyes .He said ,I hate the light ,you know. She said ,we should talk clearly. There He was lying in bed close your eyes .I am tired ,I want to sleep .Joe stubbornly turned his body .Her eyes are red .She really is no longer beautiful .She said ,I love you very much. Forest. Her eyes hollow and sadly looked at him. Don such nonsense . You can marry JOHN ,marry any one want to marry you .But I can give you, just this. Like I in you need, just these .Please forgive me so realistic .What I need and what must be equal. Joe stopped talking .He turned off the lamp room back in black .He woke up at three in the morning .His side is no Joe wind from the open window blew in, is cold .He opened the lamp room was still empty. Only walls Joe substantially black-and-white photographs .Her boyfriend Qu Ying for her country before Qiao Meili. The face is vulnerable and innocent smile. At present In fact she is not his type .Not his hand. Only VIVIAN can and his play a game because of each other have indifferent patience. Joe is vulnerable and innocent .She needs warmth .Need promise and eternity. Open the bathroom door, he saw Joe lay filled with cold water the bathtub. The bath water already becomes the crimson blood from her left arm drops on the tile. Her face was still up there. Like a faded white flowers. He is smelling blood gas ,fell under the body vomited violently .Last from the Public Security Bureau .He tired to the elevator door. No thought. Don have feelings. The elevator himself alone. Slowly rise, he leaned on the elevator wall shut your eyes ,breathe deeply .Suddenly he heard a sound .There called softly he still remember my lips .He .Then open your eyes. The elevator is still slightly shaking up .His forehead sweat drip down along the eye . ,I really can not love you. Sorry .Open the door .No sound. He calms himself ,big step out .The company is to be on. When he came out from the general manager ,saw all the colleagues are silent in the outside looked at him blankly .He walked to his desk ,begin to clear up. The light from the glass window according to come in ,still he had heard in the strong light in his face ,emitted by burning sound.JOHN stand in the doorway . He told JO HN said ,get out of the way .JOHN JOHN eyes at him with no expression .Then JOHN suddenly shot ,one good punch heavily on his face. He smelled blood thick smell. You this beast .Hear JOHN tried indignant voice. His hands to erase his nose blood. Silence went out. The weather is getting cold. The square of Platanus fluttered in the night wind large dark yellow leaves. The crowd noise .Life continued .He put across the square ,hurried to the subway the station. Walk to the station in a little coffee shop ,the boss smiled to greet him .You haven come. The black dress girls come to you many times .A steaming cup of ESPRESSO placed on the bar .He gently sip .No one knew he had Things every day .Subway station flow crowd .But they are strange .No conversation. No comfort. In addition to an VIVIAN. .Or drinking third cups of coffee, he saw VIVIAN from a subway car .She didn .She and a man of about forty farewell the plain but extraordinary man dressed casually and kissed her on the cheek. Then hurried away .He looked at her. She gave HAPPY CAFE through. The crowd she unique girl in black, long hair. Wild and mysterious atmosphere .She left enough space .But he see the truth .Truth will always appear. HI. she smiled on him. You seemed to disappear for a long time. I killed a man . I am ready to run. Walk with me .He looked at her. Her brown lachrymal mole in the twilight of the charming twinkling .Her face is always a calm expression. She is the girl he met you in the performance of one of the best .He should know this girl ,is certainly out of the ordinary experience. Her eyes looked at him with a faint smile on one .If so ,I should report you .Some dark blood slowly flowing His heart. He said ,don .Tell me. The man .She quickly looked up .Her eyes calmly looked at him .She said ,what do you want to know .She looked at him calmly .I never cheat you .If you want to know. I can tell you. I and the man who has been 3 years .He never divorced. But he help me maintain my material life. Why don be .You have a job ,have their own thoughts. You think I a qualification .She sneered. I have nothing. I just want this life .. don poverty. Don want to die .He looked at her . He said, everything is normal . Yes. The world can have sufficient reasons ,let us have their lust for life . Do not want to poverty. Don .He just felt disappointed. Just disappointed . Why and I together he said. He looked at the quiet accompany him to drink coffee girl. Remember that some gently stroked her white finger details. He does not know whether they loved .Because you on that day to say hello to me .She smiled faintly .I never refuse my life to experience. And besides, you are so the British Jun Jiankang young man. This game could have been playing it .Warm and mysterious ,sustained in a dull and boring life . But he exposed the truth. She also likes the dark woman. Good. I She gently stroked his face. Lin ,you are in this century end the most lonely coffee man .The world without you to dream of .No hiding place .Her wrist on the silver bracelet slip hand arm .His wrist a messy red scar is deep impression of cigarette burns too horrible to look at .She saw his surprise eye. She said. I used to smoke poison .Tattoo still .I really don understand you . Never understand you. But why should know .She laughed. We are always alone. Only need to accompany . Do not need love. He had no home ,no dinner. He entered a recent Internet cafes .He only want to wait for love . Suddenly he has a deep fear .Fear only would like VIVIAN disappear. She was his life the most warm and comfort. He has been waiting for her .7 points ,8 points,9 points,10 points. He IRC waiting in the familiar names. But she never showed up. Open acid Pain in the eye ,he to the Internet bar boss to coffee .He says ,Paganini records .Want to listen to that love scene . Young boss said ,no . Only U2 and CURE music. He didn say anything .He sat down again to the computer before. He only where a word ,love ,you. Someone open his window. You are a bad guy ,you fall in love with her. They opened his window ,he said to him, you wait in vain. It seems to have been doomed to the rain. He was there in front of the computer .His mind was a blank. Those once and only spend the night together .He told her v. said his childhood. His first love. He broken family. His heart all the dark and light. No one like her understanding of him. But he doesn know whether she is really a girl. Fast at 2:00 a.m. ,boss remind him to close the door. He did not bring his mobile phone .He said ,outside the public telephone number is what the boss told him before exiting IRC ,solemnly to where people ask . Please tell me waiting for the girl ,call me. I will be waiting for her .He put the number and her name in the .VIVIAN. but I call her love .The sky is dark blue ,there is a large accumulation of grey clouds .He walked out of the cafe while Chu Qiuleng ,breathe fresh air. Large drops of cold cold rain hit him in the face. He walked to a nearby 24 business hours of thesmall shop .To buy a pack of cigarettes ,8 cans of beer.Then he went into the phone booth . He alone there. The occasional car quickly open .But has almost no pedestrian only Indus yellow leaves in the wind tracts down .He smokes. Beer. He felt the waiting feeling warm .Like Vivian brought his comfort. At least he doesn lonely. Even his desire to continue two hours passed. It became pale .His face on the glass. He began to cry. Then suddenly the telephone rang .He picked up the phone .He heard the phone came the rustle voice . And he said ,love ,hello .Is a girl The sweet ,with magnetic . He did not hear the beautiful sound .Girl gently smiled. I .He felt warm tears into the mouth .He suck it. Tears are salty taste .He almost Many forget .He said ,love .Here I drank 8 cans of beer,smoked a pack of cigarettes .It was raining. Why should I call you. Don he said. I just miss you see me .Love . I don the appearance. You are so important to me. . the girl said with a smile, I am not afraid to see you. But I .